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| | Cold - Wasted Years | ] | The one person I would like to see right now more then anyone is leaving and going far far away. fuck... |
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IF YOU'VE EVER CREATED A CHILD,WATCHED THEM GROW AND LEARN . IF YOU'VE EVER HAD A JOB WHERE NO MONEY WAS EARNED. SO MANY BENDS, TWIST AND TURNS. THE HEAT ,THE CUTS, THE SCARS, THE BURNS. THE GAP IS OFF BY JUST 1 MILL. , THATS OK JUST HOLD IT STILL. WE'LL MAKE UP THE DIFFERENCE WITH THIS NEXT BEAD. SEE I TOLD YOU THAT WAS ALL IT WOULD NEED. WHETHER IT'S STEEL, ALUMINUM, OR EXOTICALLY PURE AMONG THE WIRE AND THE RODS WE GOT THE CURE. FROM SMALL LIL BOXES TO SATELITES IN SPACE WE GOT WHAT THEY NEED ,WE GOT WHAT IT TAKES. WE'RE HUSBANDS AND WIVES AND KIDS OF ALL AGES WE'RE FROM ALL DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS AND ALL DIFFERENT RACES. WE'RE FITTERS,TACKERS AND C.W.I.'S, AND GUESS WHAT ? WE'RE NOT ALL GUY'S WE SPAN SEVEN COTNINENTS FROM COAST TO COAST SOME ARE QUIET, SOMELIKE TO BOAST FROM OUTERSPACE TO THE OCEAN FLOOR. WE'RE NOT EXACTLY RICH, BUT WE'RE NOT POOR JUST LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT VERY FAR , FROM THAT ONE LITTLE PIECE ,THAT ONE LITTLE PART. THAT WAS JOINED TOGETHER WITH A WELDER'S HEART. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2006|07:39 pm] |
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| | Creedence Clearwater Revival - Bad Moon Rising | ] | Today at work we had a meeting about our new 401(k) program...that's right I'm 19 and have a 401(k). Most people my age are studying for finals, but I'm planning for my retirement. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
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| | Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home | ] | Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by.
I see everyone is making updates about their college life. So I will make an updated about my first day of work.
Incase you hadn't heard I quit my job at Tri-State because they were being all around assholes. I got a new job at Kasgro Rail Corp. in New Castle, and guess what....I actually get to weld there. Moving on.
I woke from my beautiful slumber of only 2 hours today at 5:30 in the AM. I drove to New Castle, half asleep mind you, and arrived 15 minutes early to fill out paperwork. After I finished the paperwork I went to the Foreman's office and got a hardhat and complimentary welding gloves. I was given a small tour of the not so small building that I work in, it is 1/4 mile long and around 100 yards wide.
I was then introduced to two of my co-workers, Moose and Spider, they are two crazy ass 50 year old bikers who seem to have quite a loathing for rules and regulations. Apparently they knew that I had gone to school for welding, because they immediately threw me to the wolves. I was given the task of welding 4 D-rings onto a 6 ton section of subframe from a 70' long flatbed rail car, So it could be moved to another area, via crane, to be assembled into a larger part. Needless to say I was a tad bit skeptical of my abilities, but I did it and the welds didn't break. So w00t for me.
After that was done the horn blew for the 9 o'clock break. I entered the break room and was instantly taken aback by the lack of hygiene in the place where I would eventually be eating my lunch. The tables were covered in some unclassifiable sort of grime and there was just shit everywhere.
The 9 o'clock break was over, I returned to my "zone" to find Moose and Spider making fun of a rather squirrely man (picture Bob Ord as a welder) I later found out was named simply Mike. Now Mike seems to have some severe form of OCD, because he wore leathers from neck to toe.
The taunting of Mike lasted another 20 minutes, then it was decided that we should actually do something constructive before lunch. We received pieces of a coal box from the pieces of a coal box gods. That lead to welding in very awkward positions which were uncomfortable. All 3 of us basically gangbanged the coal box pieces that we had, and then the horn blew for lunch.
I sat with Moose and Spider at the disgusting table, which I tried my best not to touch. Lunch was uneventful apart from the crude jokes and such. The 30 minutes passed relatively quickly. Lunch was over.
There is something that was something that I did not know about Kasgro Rail Corp., There is no break after lunch before the end of the day, instead we get out 15 minutes early. Moose, Spider, and myself continued to gangbang the coal box that we had started to assemble, two hours passed.
I was summoned by the foreman to learn how to read their blueprints. This went on for the rest of the day, which was ok with me because I just had to sit there and listen to him.
At 5:15 all 62 of us clocked out, not simultaneously of course, I got to my car and went home.
One other thing. I get 10 hours of overtime each week. that's $179.00 extra a week. mwhahaha
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A look into the future?? I think so... |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|12:48 am] |
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| | super no. 7 - loaded gun | ] | bored....
Hot Dogs Cookin'...
On a grill yeah...
Takin' care of business...
Oh takin' care of business... |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|12:06 am] |
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| | AFI - Miss Murder | ] | part 1
three things you like about yourself: nothing
three things you dislike about yourself: no tattoos not enough piercings too much hair
three things you're deathly afraid of: not deathly afraid of anything
three things you love doing but suck at: way more then 3 things
three sports you've played: golf baseball basketball
describe yourself in three words: big hairy loser
your three favorite people: Don't want to get bitched at
your three least favorite things to do: wake up can't think of anything else
part 2
Fell in love - n/a
Lost someone close to you - 17
Got drunk- n/a
Smoked weed - n/a
Got kissed - 15
Went to the hospital - like 3 weeks after birth
Got your heart broken - 16
Lost a pet - 14
Got arrested - n/a
Smoked a cigarette - 19
Broken a bone - 13 Got a job - 16
Rode the city bus - I drive
Went to a concert - 16
Met someone famous - 16
Dyed your hair - never
Got your own cell phone - 16
Had first boy/girl friend - 15
Got a myspace - 17
Snuck out of the house - n/a
Drove a car - 14
Got your own digital camera - n/a
First fight - don't remember
Got pierced - 18
Got a tattoo - n/a
How old were you when you lost it? - 18
How old are you now? 19 |
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| | System of A Down - Deer Dance | ] | Thanks for everything Drad.
- Ronni |
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| | shine - super no. 7 | ] | anyone want to start a genocide? |
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| wolf creek |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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wolf creek is thee single worst horror movie ever made. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|04:30 pm] |
1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection? Either my Weird Al CD's or the Canadian Brass Quartet CD I got from Whitie.
2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? carrots or pickles
3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Saving Private Ryan
4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? I would get my tongue forked
5. Do you have a completely irrational fear? not really, just heights
6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? I crack my knuckles
7. Are you a pyromaniac? yes
8. Do you have too many love interests? no
9. Do you know anyone famous? no
10. Describe your bed: sheets, I've slept on a couch for the past three months, just recently got a new bed.
11. Are you spontaneous or planned? A little bit of both.
12. Who would play you in a movie? I would be the token black guy in horror movies
13. Do you know how to play poker? yes
14. What do you carry with you at all times? My cell phone, my wallet, my 4 inch blade because I know how to cut bithes...
15. What do you miss most about being a kid? Not having to worry about what goes on in the world.
16. Are you happy with your given name? I'm ok with it. My mom wanted to name me Zane
17. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? a few hundred dollars
18. What color is your bedroom? Off-white and nasty puke green/brown carpet
19. What was the last song you were listening to? Poop loser - Mudvayne
20. Have you ever been in a play? Just BTS stuff
21. Have you ever been in love? I think I have been. Only once though.
22. Do you talk a lot? sometimes
23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? For the most part I do.
24. Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? Yes, in this country you can get a job if you want to bad enough.
25. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? I usually try to help people with things.
26. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? I don't have a girlfriend, but I've been told I tend to neglect my friends when I do have one.
27. What is your ideal marriage location? The Base of Angel Falls in Venezuala
28. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? Drums
29. Favorite fabric? denim
30. Something you love and hate? Music, annoying people
31. What kind of bedding do you use? I have no idea.
32. What's the one language you want to learn? Arabic
33. How do you eat an apple? I just wash them off and eat
34. What do you order at a bar? pop
35. Have you ever pierced your body parts? Yes
36. Do you have tattoos? no
37. Do you drive a stick? I know how to, but I don't
38. Favorite trait of the opposite sex? They have to have a stupid sense of humor that matches mine
39. What's one trait you hate in a person? Arrogance
40. What kind of watch do you wear? Don't wear one
41. Most frivolous purchase? My lip ring that I had to take out the next day
42. Do you consider yourself materialistic? no
43. What are you best at cooking? I can make buckeye cookies like a mofo
44. Favorite writing instrument? bic pens
45. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? I like to stand out while blending in
46. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? Just to get laughs.
47. What's one car you will never buy? Ford Taurus
48. What kind of books do you like to read? Anything by Dan Brown and John Grisham
49. If you won the lottery, what would you do? Buy a car, pay off school loans, buy a house
50. Burial or cremation? Just throw my ass in the woods
51. How many online journals do you read regularly? 4 or 5
52. What's one thing you're a loser at? Sports
53. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? I ignore them
54. Do you cry in front of your friends? rarely
55. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? I for some reason make myself seem like a dumbass by doing something random and stupid.
56. What's one thing you like to do alone? There is one obvious answer to this question...but, watch movies
57. Are you a giver or a taker? I’m probably more of a giver.
58. When's the last time you cried? The other day when I had my freak out moment
59. Favorite communication method? Internet...its sad I know
60. How many drinks before you're tipsy? I have no idea, I don't drink
61. Do you think you're cute? no
62. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? not at all |
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| The Mind of Gregory Allen Foltz, Unedited |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Slipknot - vermilion pt. 2 | ] | First off I want to say that when I start ranting my grammar is very lacking, so if you want to read you'll have to deal with it.
"I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive" - Cold
Throughout the years I have kept my deepest, darkest thoughts inside. I have realized that this is one of the main causes for my mental distress. I'll start from the beginning...
18 years 356 days ago, there was a new person in the world. That person was moi, complete with birth defects. This is my first conflict with life, Why was I born with defects? What is my purpose in life? Why would "God" make me if I was just going to die? This is the main reason why I am an atheist. I don't know of anyone in my group of friends who has a birth defect, let alone three. This has always made me feel like a mistake, like I shouldn't be here, like I am an outcast. The only place I've ever met someone with spina bifida or hydrocephalus or hydronephrosis was in the hospital. Since I have these defects I have felt like people treated me special, like I'm mentally handicapped. In T-ball and Minor league I was always the kid who couldn't run correctly and the one that everyone had to throw the ball to easily. In school the teachers always asked me how I was feeling and watched me to make sure I was alright. Yet another reason to feel like an outsider.
Moving on, My sister is probably the smartest person I know. She has gotten nothing lower than an A since 3rd grade. She was valedictorian of her graduating class, and is in her senior year at Hiram College Majoring in Biostatistics. I've always regarded her as my parents' favorite since I'm the obvious screw up between the two of us. She Engaged to be married this summer to Phil, her boyfriend of about 6 years. I on the other hand, pick relationships that last a few months at best. Possibly my greatest achievement to date, graduation from NCST, will be overshadowed by her wedding, which will take place two days after her wedding.
"There are times when I'm just a shell..." - Stabbing Westward
The last day of school my sophomore year, I looked down at my report card and realized my extreme lacking of academic strength throughout the year. My father always came down on me the hardest for bad grades. He would yell at me for what seemed like hours, while I stood in the corner crying. That was the day I decided I didn't want to be yelled at anymore. When I got home I sat in my room for two hours with the barrel of a loaded 20 gauge shotgun in my mouth trying to decide whether or not I was actually going to go through with the act I was considering committing. Since then I have thought about suicide countless, I'm sure most of you have too. Whenever I would get depressed about things I would start hitting my head off the wall, which I still do today. Then I was able to drive. This would seem like a joyous time for most, not for me. I was always worried about wrecking and wished I didn't have to drive. I would get headaches from clenching my teeth waiting for the impact that would eventually come. I have been involved in two minor wrecks since I began driving. When I say minor I mean there was barely any damage to either car. The first time I called my house to tell my parents I had been in an accident. My Mother picked up the phone. I told her I was in an accident and the first thing she said was "is the car ok?" That made me feel really good inside. My own Mother cares more about a car then her son. Why wasn't I aborted? to be continued... |
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[Dec. 4th, 2005|10:26 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Smile Empty Soul - Therapy | ] | 1. My username is ____ because ____. 2. My journal is titled ____ because ____. 3. My subtitle is ____ because ____. 4. My friends page is called ____ because ____. 5. My default userpic is ____ because ____.
1. oreo_0512, because oreo is my nickname from highschool. I graduated in '05 and my favorite number is 12 2. Hell-o, because I thought it was funny. Looking back I realize I was a douche when I started this lj. 3. I don't know what a subtitle is because I'm stupid. 4. I don't have a name for my friends page because I'm a slacker. 5. "Education is the enemy, keep your mind closed." from the A Perfect Circle website, because it really is the best thing to do. |
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| Best Live Show Top 5 |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|02:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crazy | ] |
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| | the ringing in my ears that won't go away | ] | I've seen many a band in my 18 years of life...
Smile Empty Soul (2 times) Strata Finger 11 (4 times) 3 Days Grace Finch Sevendust Hoobastank The Crystal Method N.E.R.D. Disturbed Staind Velvet Revolver The Bloodhound Gang Rusted Root Live The Juliana Theory Good Brother Earl Wasted Jimmy Super No. 7 Saint Diablo Halestorm Opiate for the Masses Ill Nino Static-x
Top 5 Shows are:
5. Finger 11 4. Bloodhound Gang 3. Ill Nino 2. Disturbed 1. Static-x |
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| Welding Wisdom of the Day |
[Dec. 1st, 2005|08:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | no pun intended | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Soil - Wide Open | ] | electricity + metal + lack of attention = electrocution
In the state of Florida the maximum voltage and amperage for death by electrocution are 2000 and 14, respectively, for two minutes. I was electrocuted by 250 volts and 160 amps. Lucky the voltage is what kills you, not the amperage. |
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